The amazingness of my life.

Choices, too many to make. Can't decide which one to take. I remember the simple life, the one in that kindergarden school yard. Where all I wanted to do was just play. I didn't care what others thought about me, I just wanted them to play with me. It's hard to believe that, that was twelve years ago. Somewhere along the line, I blinked. Yesterday I was five, today I am seventeen. Yesterday I was playing, today I am making some major life descsions. Yesterday I was making friends that I thought would last forever, today I am making friends that I can only hope will help me through the rest of high school and maybe the first few years of college. This past weekend, whil I was watching the United States Air Force Thunderbirds soar through the sky of the old Mather AFB, I saw some kids that I had the worst memories with, and I smiled as if I didn't know who they were. Is that bad? That was my choice. My heart still isn't healed from those times where I got angry and they left. Also this past weekend, the Souled Out Youth Group sent off a Souled Out member to do what he has enlisted to do in the United States Army. As a youth group, we couldn't of sent him off any better than how we did. Watching him walk away for the last time until probably December, put the biggest chills down my spine. It made me think about my future, my life. It made me think about how amazing that day was, how amazing my church family is, and how amazing my life is.