The Big Change: The Start of New Beginnings and Endings.

Things have been changing around here. Big changes and somewhat werid and scary changes. It's senior year and I am trying to break up the madness. I know for sure where I am going to school next year and I am pretty stoked. I know for sure how I am going to get there. But how I am paying for it ... yeah that's the kicker. I understand why my parents wouldn't want to. It's my college career. I am hiding the fact that I am stressed and then at night I go into the privacy of my own room with my dog and just cry. I told myself that I will not hold my feelings in any longer, but I hate crying in general. It's been a hard road, I will not lie. I am down to two semi-easy classes left. History and health. History will be done by the end of this month and health will be done by the end of April. That means the whole month of May, is a month of new beginnings and endings. A beginning of preperation for college. A beginning of a little bit more freedom. An ending of a huge chapter of my life and the beginning of a new one. It's a lot harder than I thought it would be. It's also a lot scarier than I thought it would be. As I sigh to watch high school end, I smile and shake for the whole new chapter in my life. Here's to new beginnings and old endings.